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I tried to move on..
I tried to ignore how I feel..
I tried to ignore how I feel..
I thought pain was what I needed to let go..
I was wrong..
I was wrong..
I felt too much pain already..
But it seems like it’s never enough..
But it seems like it’s never enough..
How much suffering do I need for my heart to learn the lessons?
Is there a way to control the heart?
Is there a way to control the heart?
Should I wait for it to be numb?
Can it ever be numb?
Can it ever be numb?
Everyday I feel a greater pain..
A wound that never heals..
A wound that grows deeper..
But still, I continue to love..
A wound that never heals..
A wound that grows deeper..
But still, I continue to love..
I want to escape from this misery..
When can I get through this?
When?
When can I get through this?
When?
*One of the few notes I wrote when I was hurting so much because of a past love..
This entry was written in 2009..
So please be assured that I have already moved on and I am no longer hurting..
